Poem Fragments

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Poem fragments: The presence of the holy spirit is the sound current. You can just sit there in the morning and listen to it, the thoughts of the mind are irrelevant. If you have Elaine and practice vitalism you can get up at 4am. What is my Life but the quest to be more than at Initiation and Life-inspiring Glance. There is nothing to be done here but continue to breathe. You shouldn’t assume there is anything more to do. The comfort-seeking mind should be through. There is nowhere else to go to. You could say you are an intellectual and you are going to one of your books. Sometimes something might become essential. Ejaculating in a women does not make you immortal, instead it does the opposite. To become immortal you have to save your sperm and go into Samadhi. It feels a lot better to have your susumna nadi working and is necessary to hear the sound current. In a busy household, with persistence you can usually claim an hour, your Soul will thank you. You can claim like seven for a trip to heaven. If you keep trying it will eventually stick. As it’s getting dark it is natural. Given the monstrously vastness of the spiritual universe it was a Joy to erase the past from my brain and just turn it to a speck of Dust. We know a lot of experience erases the past in a hurry. Checking in- in the evening for meditation is particularly lovely. You can go to bed in triumph. Evening sessions are special if accompanied with a long one in the morning. At age 61.8 I reached my peak, so now I am on a descent. Despite being in descent I am still growing up. That’s the beauty of Love, there is no lacking in exuberance. You can just focus on your inner journey. The things that are going to happen in your Life by predestination are going to happen anyways so there is no need for you to curate them. Old Masters know that planning is not possible. Things in the world are never going to be transcendental. The Thinking Mind is like the sinking mind so it is always in need of re-education without hesitation that is why you always sit in meditation. What we have learned is that Poetry should not be delayed even a little. The beauty of not eating is you have time available for long term contemplation. You can sit still and just do Simran and call it lunch. You can fill up your head with Bliss right up to the Sahasrara. I am a present moment scholar. The quote that I know is the one I just read. My brain is not some sort of library. I only know what God points to. I am not the curator. Instead I pray for direction. If it is working shouldn’t you roll with it and add another hour to your mediation? You could make it open ended and provide for long stretches. Mystic poetry about yoga is your operator’s manual. Since you were born without one now you got one. You can get pertinent information about the sound current. Those who wander off the path need a lot of discourses. Practicing meditation is highly beneficial both in the short term and long term it is sort of like exercise and greatly improves your quality of life. The submissive behavior of your knees could be miraculous, resulting in you going into the hereafter. You can pray that your food turns into the body of Sat Naam. Many days I have nothing scheduled, maybe it is a miracle, or I just ran out of karma, I may just be running on extension. I guess I could become more intellectual. You would think he would not hesitate after he did meditate or he would not hesitate to meditate as meditation strengthens the Will. Action can come without the pensive brooding with the Mind quieted. I think people who just follow only one religion are probably just lazy. They are also not very curious. Meditation seems a bit like overcoming slavery or breaking out of captivity. If you are a slave to the Mind and Senses how is it that you are free? In my dream I went to a computer repair shop and the repairman felt that the basic problem was I simply did not know how to use it. The computer did not need any repairs, I just had to overcome my ignorance. Plugging into your top chakra should be viewed as a necessity as you get use to it. It is not much different than eating but for a higher body. Not doin it feels like starvation. Failing to listen to the sound current is like malnutrition. A glance of grace is a cure for all ills means there is no need for supplements. Sometimes I occupy my Simran with just breathing because I mistakenly think I am dying. When in actual fact my Soul is just leaving for astral projection so my body should keep going. Sort of like pre-buyer or pre-engagement there is pre-dying, where you practice death synthetically. In marriage they have the dress rehearsal. In this practice you should continue to breathe normal. The purpose of Simran (repetition of Mantra) is to activate the sound current. That is why you should do what is right and listen on the right. It is by sitting perfectly still that you pick up the jewel. A wave of the ocean leaves a lot of pearls. It turns out each mantra is the pearl. There is just one subject of exquisite beauty - one can be a monotheist. By age 61.8 you can reach your heights and become a Poet. One can leave your dream-state and instead go up into your head before it is too late. One can lose oneself for a different state of consciousness. Lack of sex feels like grief and death, it is better to have tantra. Even In Islam they recommended a highly ascetic man spend every fourth day with his wife. Women have two modes of existence they either drain all your money or drain all your semen. It is rare to have one in a happy medium. In Mahayana Buddhism a wife is supposed to be modest and frugal. The Zen Buddhist see Sex as the ultimate koan. Like Life, Sex if you over analyze it you get no solution. Almost anyone without long time period meditation is out of order. While the Soul craves union with the Divine at the same time the body craves Sex. If you get a lot of experience inside - the other is satisfied. An already meditated person is like a pre-charged battery which is highly convenient. It is like they are already settled. It seems emptying your stomach, saving your semen and meditating even longer is the magic formula. What is nice - though clearly a rough and bumpy road - the value of meditation seems cumulative. You actually start going higher. People under the sway of the senses just seem like children. Though it is most likely too early to claim victory. You are not supposed to dwell on it according to Muhasibi. So if you are a barbarian there is the opportunity to be reformed via Simran (Dhikr for Muslims) One of the advantages of not moving is you can see the Moon in the Evening. Sitting in meditation is like going up to the Space Station and then doing star gazing. You can see much clearer if you go out of body. Some of the time you do not have to be an earthling. From your forehead you can teleport your Soul to another planet. Sometimes trying to figure out how you could meditate even more interferes with meditation which is absurd. Poem fragments from February DS Poem March 5, 2019