I need the poetic concepts of Darshan to stick in my head

Poem:

Giving up your Mind turns out to be very good for your skin. It helps to do Simran. You can do Dhikr if you are Muslim. If you are not eating all the time, you will have a chance to eat on the inside. The depth charge in you head can get very strong if you meditate all the time. Your consciousness is suppose to be upstairs not down in your body. A seated human is much more beautiful than a building structure, especially if you are warm and cozy with first grade tea. You can create Samadhi just with ceremonial grade matcha. Devotion can be quite beautiful and become life itself. (My bandagi is my zindagi). The formal stretching related to your positioning is your Yoga. If you close out the past and the future you open up a wide avenue into your brain to the starry sky, then the inner moon and Sun and Heaven. You can pray to God to send someone. Each day of your Life is a miniature reflection of the whole with going to sleep like death. So it is best to start with enlightenment. You can do Simran or Dhikr all the time if you are afraid. It will make you fitr ( arabic for discernment). God woke me at 3am he must have wanted me to meditate longer. When I don’t eat I regenerate in as little as four hours. You can transform yourself into Sat Naam simply by practicing Simran. Self oblivion is the answer ask Darshan. You can sail your ship off the edge of the earth into annihilation like Columbus and discover another world. The bottom line is I need someone to come while I am in self-oblivion as my way of Life. I need the the poetic concepts of Darshan to stick in my head. A Poem of David Smith March 12, 2019 “My heart yearns, O Darshan, to gaze into those eyes- Heed my prayer, O Lord- let someone come!” Sant Darshan Singh Ji Maharaj, Mata-e Nur, Poem 76 Poem 58, page 98, Love’s Last Madness, second edition, (LLM2) translated Barry Lerner and Harbans Singh Bedi “O Darshan, in truth, devotion is life itself- Life is wasted if you are not counted his servant.” Devotion = bandagi Life = zindagi Poem 43, page 83, LLM, 2nd LLM2 Mata-e Nur poem 59 To emphasize that from devotion (bandagi) one receives life (zindagi), Sant Darshan used to relate an anecdote from the life of Guru Gobind Singh’s beloved court poet Bha’i Nand Lal Goya. When Goya presented his long Persian poem Bandagi-nameh (book of devotion) to his spiritual master, the guru slightly altered the spelling of the title, changing it to Zindagi-nameh, or “Book of Life” page 170, LLM2 “Losing awareness of self, I awoke to the secret life- A boon of self-oblivion, not fruit of discernment. Love is a treasure transcendent, enduring beyond the crush of time, A flame of eternal fire, not a flash in the dark. Meet enraptured Darshan-he’ll reveal the secrets of consciousness, Though now he’s in a place where he’s unconscious of himself.” Poem 57, page 97, LLM2 Mata-e Nur poem 64